Pouring out his love

  It's that time again. It's been 5 months since our miscarriage. Our faith has grown stronger than ever before it's amazing to me how God works, how he heals us through our tears. We have come out on the other side as a stronger family especially the kids they have seen now how God gives and takes away but our hearts choose to stay.
   Today is different the answer is different  I just found out we are expecting again today. David is at work and I am home with the kids schooling with a few errands to run. My heart is heavy I want to rejoice but I back down in fear. I pull out my bible and read I need encouragement and fast. I come across, God has poured out his love into our hearts, Romans 5:5. I quickly took a big marker and wrote it across my bathroom mirror and prayed for God to allow me to feel that love he was filling me with. I left the verse on the mirror to remind me of the sweet gift we had received and I left it for David to see when he got home.
   Later that day David and I set down with the kids and explained to them that God had answered there prayer. They had been praying for God to send us another baby and it was so awesome for them to see God had answered there prayer!